Monthly Archives: January 2016

Tu kyu chala aaya…💔

Sab bhulne laga tha main, aur jeene laga tha main..
Ho gayi thi aadat iss akele pan ki mujhe..
Aise mein phir tu kyu chala aaya…
Zindagi mein tu meri, rang kyu le aaya…

Bharne lage they ye zakhm ab tere diye hue saare,
Jee raha tha bas teri yaadon ke sahare..
Aankhein bhi ab rona bhul chuki thi,
Tere aane ke sapne sanjona bhul chuki thi..
Aise mein phir tu kyu chala aaya…
Zindagi mein tu meri, rang kyu le aaya…

Intezaar kiya karta tha tera din raat,
Bhulaye nahi bhuli jaati thi teri har baat..
Aankhein band karte hi tera chehra nazar aata,
Teri yaadon ke aage khudko har dam bebas main paata..
Bohot mushkil se teri yaado ko maine dafnaya tha,
Nayi zindagi basane ka ek chhota khwaab sajaya tha..
Aise mein phir tu kyu chala aaya…
Zindagi mein tu meri, rang kyu le aaya…

Aaj tu mere saamne hai, aur main khamosh hi khada hu,
Zindagi ki raah me bohot uljha pada hu..
Pyar hai tujhse ab bhi, lekin keh nahi sakta,
Tere bin aaj bhi ek pal main reh nahi sakta..
Tu kareeb hai mere kyuki kismat me likha ho kar rehta hai,
Bohot kuch hai kehne ko, lekin ab bhi dil ye hi kehta hai..
Aise mein phir tu kyu chala aaya…
Zindagi mein tu meri, rang kyu le aaya..

Forgive Me!

Forgive me for loving you more than a lover..
Forgive me for trying not to give up on you when I had lost all the reasons to keep holding on to you..
Forgive me for trying to take your hand and take you out of the dark..
Forgive me for trying to fix your life when I was broken myself..
Forgive me for trying to save you from being terribly depressed..
Forgive me for staying up late at nights and talking to you just because you needed someone to talk to..
Forgive me for finding my happiness in yours..
Forgive me for making you believe how beautiful you are..
Forgive me for reminding you, your self worth and how much more you deserve from this life every single second..
Forgive me for knowing what you need more than anyone else would ever do..

Forgive me!
Please forgive me for I understood what you always wanted but yet failed to understand that you never wanted it from ME!